Fri 28 Jul 2006
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Today I learned the potential frustration that exists when trying to create media. We were filming for our second project and trying to capture a leaf (or leaves) falling, which sounds rather simple. Logistically speaking, however, it is very difficult to capture the fall of a single leaf on film since predicting which leaf (out of the thousands on the tree) will fall is nearly impossible. Additionally, what I saw in front of me and what I was able to capture and convey on film became two very different things. At one point, with the wind blowing through the trees, the scene before me was very beautiful. Yet I did not feel I was able to accurately capture that moment on film. But why? Is it because I experience things with all of my senses while film uses only two? Or is it that the emotions I am feeling at the time that help to make the scene meaningful are not present when I view the scene later? I also wonder if some of the things I am experiencing are made more beautiful in my mind because they occur with Prague as a backdrop. Because there are times when the city is not necessarily in my periphery, yet I know it is there. And perhaps that evokes certain emotions that then add to what I see around me. I cannot be sure, and I don’t feel I have drawn any conclusions from my musings. Perhaps I should simply remind myself that my goal is not simply to make meaningful films, but to make films that are just as meaningful as my real life experiences.
